HIHIHIHI!
HAPPY NEEEEW YEAR!
:D
2007 has been a great year(:
say hello now,t 2008.
:D

hihihi (:
school`s reopening in 2 days time.
& my holiday homework is incomplete
obviously santa didnt grant my wish for a fairy/pixie/whatever t complete all of my holiday homework for me.
dumb wish.
anyway, couldnt wake up in time for tut at 8.30.
how am i supposed t wake up at 6 for school if i cant even wake up at 7.30.
must must must start waking up early.
:D
shopping spree is a must wit Jilly on tues before she leaves SG.
HAHAHAH!
:D
ive got chocolates. nanny nanny boo boo:p

hihihi(:
♥♥♥merci chocolates!
i`ll be going off t china tml
YAY:D
HAHAHA!
i just realised its nearly one month since that day,since everything happened.
the memory of that day is still clear in my mind
i could tell you from head to start what happened during that day.
i could give you every little detail of it.
but who gives a shit now.
i will get up and move on without you.
and i will show that i dont need you.
you lied when you said you would treasure me.
you lied about everything.
and i believed you.
you left me without a word.
you used me.
you were in love with her all along.
& i`d be lying if i said it didnt hurt.

junda bailed on me halfway when i was talking to him on msn
fwah.
anyway got a new camera tday
yay!
HAHAHA :D
♥you tore me down and apart.

my mother`s being a effing bitch now.
pffft.

thankyou guys for making me get back onto my feet(:
i love you all :D
ive prayed today for the first time in a long while.
thankyou God.
<3.
you`ve torn down every part of me.
including my trust in you
so dont expect to get it back ever again.

im not ok.
i will never be.
i need to scream.
i need somebody to talk to.
i need something to rely on
nobody`s listening.
you played me.
i thought you were real.
like i said
I THOUGHT WRONG.
FUCKER
what do you think i am
oh please.
I AM NOT YOUR TOY
I AM NOT A FOOL.
didnt think i would find out.
im not stupid
nobody`s listening.
*#EY%)$Y#)@U)!!!!!!!!!
nobody will ever listen.
i have fallen flat on my ego
my pride.
but i will get up someday.
i have learnt that love isnt real
love is an illusion
it NEVER EXISTED.
you never existed
& what happened was just all and illusion
thankyou for making me think that you were something to rely on
i would have given everything up for you
THANK GOD I DIDNT.
kindly
FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.
every second thinking of you makes life a living HELL.
JUST
go AWAY.

this is unfair.
im supposed to be in church camp now.
thanks to my dearest mother, im stuck at home.
i rather be in camp.
it beats staying at home.
pffft.
& i want to go thailand for mission trip THIS badly
D:
they`re prbly having lotssss of fun while im stuck at home.
pfffft!
anywayyyyy
i got to meetup wit dearest monkeeeyy
HAHAHA
:D








i think elmo is sexyyy,no?
:D
kaayyy i neeed to go jogging tml cos im gaining weight
AHHHH!

i want this for christmas.please?
:D
♥every try at love never turns out right.
i would do anything to turn back time and live in that moment, that night.
ive waited so long.
but now its time to let go.
i thought you were real to hold onto.
i thought we could last.
well, i thought wrong.

♥ imy
this much.
if only you knew how much.

manxzzzzzz
xq
its just...super ARGHHHHH
nevermind,i`ll keep telling myself
nothing has changed..
i`ll love you<3.im>
i just love you too much...
im listening to muttons to midnight on 987 now.
& they are FUNNY
:D
kay im feeling lazy to blog alr
byebye(:

♥ & you take the advantage of the fact that i,love you beyond the reason why.
sweet talker.
why do you only msg me when you need help.
sometimes i really wonder if you do care.
prbly not.
im hoping you`ll prove me wrong.
ilu,so much. so please dont take advantage of that.




yay shopping
hahaha.
:D
gah.
im short of cash.
really really short of cash.
D:
i cant sleep.
are you really really true.
do you really care
or am i just another toy.
what if im not good enough.
im sorry if im not .
i know im not the most perfect girl on your list.
but i`ll love you all the same.
i love you
& i mean that.
<3
gahhh.
my mum`s dragging her slippers over the floor when she walks
& its irritating to me.
hahaha.
kay.
im going to watch tv since i cant sleep
:D
17 more days to CHRISTMAS
make that 16 days since its 15 mins to midnight
:D

im very very very sleeeepy..
some idiot blasted indie music over their radio at 6+ in the morning and woke me up
pffffffft!
im going back to sleep
:D

♥it would be a lie if i said i didnt miss you.
went window shopping just now cos photography workshop was cancelledpostpooned.
i want those clothes and skinnies THIS badly.
D:
but, i dont have enough money.
GAH.



i swear that this vid is disturbing
esp the way they rap.
off t watch teeveee
HAHAHAH :D
oh, i still havent done my chinese hmwk.
have have have to get started on it.
later
manxzzz im such a procrastinator
badbadbad:x
&im STILL feeling doubtful





nevermind.
i`ll keep telling myself nothing has changed
byebye:D

& im still here waiting.
♥21/11/07
iloveyou<3

HELLO:D
ive changed my URL.
again
HAHAHA.
& all that i`ve posted for the previous blog is now gone.
oh well.
im starting anew
:D