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♥ singapore/malaysia leadership camp 08 :D :D :D

mosquito bites are killing me . itchy itchy itchy >:
oh and you know what , i think ive forgotten how t blog .
camp rocked yay .

BOOM BOOM CHUCKY CHUCKY !
:D


here goes




day 1
boring la . high elements was , boring heh .
did th flying fox again :D
there was this guy who went up wit us t do flying fox , i think his name was jun sheng or something like tht , and said
" aiya no kick la i think i without harness jump down also can , comecome i be your height councellor "
after sofea went down he went
" ehhhhhh....i think i scared alr how . looks v scary from here . "
hahaha !
night was fun (!!) me and chu laughed like nutzxzzxz thanks t vijay and justin :D
vijay pulled me under his goodies i swear it was damn sick and i was laughing like some crazy person hahaha
oh ya i talked alot t chu too , i loveeeee her manzxzzx :D
night talks which include bitching/gossiping/whatever rock wit shanice and yiying and chu heh :D

day 2 :
V BORING .
did nothing but slack/talk/play all day .
oh ya , felt super depressed too . reason for me t know for you t find out .

day 3 :
KAYAKING (!!) & LAND EXPEDITION .
hahaha it was v v v v fun . kayaked wit azima* and went ard splashing water at ppl :D
yay im dark now , but looks like pokey stick ):
but at least im dark hahaha , no more fair skin yay .
land expedition was okay cos there was sofea t talk t :D
manymanymany kisses from th mosquitoes all over my legs and hands .
th malaysia ppl were super full of energy even 2hrs into th walk . i wanted t die alr .
but it was okay :D

day 4 :

and all th frogs go , shalalala , shalalala , shalalalala .
and all th frogs go , shalalala , shalalala .
and they all go mmmm mmmm waaaaaaaaa


RLY FUN WE GOT HIIIIGGGGGHHHHHH HAHAHAHA !
we went little india , chinatown and kampong glam and then t sentosa (!) :D :D :D
i drank starbucks dark cherry mocha ♥ and kept koping fries and burger from zaaid and teddy bear ( he rly look like a teddy bear heh ) cos i didnt buy dinner .
thanks guys :D
camwhored after dinner at sentosa ( pics are wit teddy bear and meera i think ) :D
dummmbbb la i screamed when jun sheng and th other guys BOOOOOOO ed from behind .
sentosa looked damn nice in th sunset .
watched songs of th sea later on which was pretty hahaha and then went home . no wait not home , back t camp .
talked wit azim th entire busride back :D
talked t chu shanice and yiying again at night and got caught by th instructor 3 times and we were whispering like this .
K.O ed at 2am heh .


day 5 :
we washed th guys toliet for area cleaning ha .
smelly .
sofea said she wld miss vijay`s butt hahaha !
omg and i cried okay when we were about t leave ):
dont think i will ever see th malaysia ppl again ):
IMYOU GUYS .
back t sch and home-ed ( finally ) .


just like tht , 5 days camp end le lo .
i miss camp .
doubt i`ll ever see my group again ):
ive no idea how t end of this post heh .
maths homework sucks .
welcome back home :):
long post long post .
APPRECIATE IT OKAY HAHAHA .

i miss camp.
i miss all th peeps there and i wish there was half a week/week more of camp like what suzhen said .
i miss night talks and camp cheers and everything in camp .
i miss camp ):
and during camp i said " i cannot wait t get home cos i miss everything outside this camp "
ironic , no ?
but its good t be home . CHOCOLATES ! :D
im like half dark and half white now . dont like , looks alot like a pokey stick .
supposed t go for dinner wit yiying and evelyn but im lazy t move my butt and i think they both are asleep heh .
im hungry .
sofea said tht almost all of th mlaysia ppl there had dimples , cool eh .
update more on camp tml
:D
:D
:D
oh yes , i loved camp (:

there`s only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you

i love you.

there`s so much going on in my mind and i rly wish i could just type it all out here .
but i cant .

i rly like it when he calls me although it sounds rly moronic . i feel fucking self centered t think tht im always on his mind , which im prbly never .

cannot let this affect me .

after all , im just...well , a friend t him and like among all th guys/girls he knows , just another girl .

okay im v sleepy now .

talked t aloy about NYDS tday =/

think i`ll take out my tongue piercing before th S/M camp , bloody waste of $48 , no ?

no wait maybe i wont/will .

okay SLEEP NOW :D

i cant sleep again and its near 2am >:
i wnt t be at chalet wit th rest nownownow . wish i had th fairlyoddparents , then i`ll just wish myself there .
and you know what junda is so lame , as in lamer then usual .
okay whatever ha. hahaha .
shopping spree soon , which makes me happy :D
i cant sleep ):
think i`ll msg th same ppl again
on second thought no cos i`ll prbly piss them off cos i interrupted their beauty sleep heh .
thinking of it , somewhere last year ard this time i was so head over heels inlove wit you .
ew ?
okay slap myself im gna sleep now or i`ll start masscarring/ killing gorillas .
oh yes ive got t go back t sch for open house tml D:
RAHHH.
OKAY BYE im gna go get starbucks cherry mocha tml yay and siwei`s gna treat me lunch and he said he`ll treat me t ANYTHING i wanted .
nice :D

you know what ,
i feel so



unemotional .
like this







somewhat like empty spacebars .
here`s more of how im feeling























































heh okay so rubbish .


at least its a long post filled wit spacebars :D
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there`s 2A chalet tday and i cnt go :/
anw going there will bring back last year`s memories which makes me feel bloody stupid .
but its better than being stuck at home while everybody else is having funnn .
depressing , no ?
k im off t drown my sorrows in chocolate , shopping , starbucks cherry mocha and lots of teevee bye .
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okay there are more pics but im rly lazy t upload :x

rahhhhh i cant sleeeeep , AGAIN ! sheesh .

couldnt sleep last night either so randomly msged ppl whom ive never rly talked t and guess what , they replied :D

thanks rahman and tim :D

heh okay went arcade/played pool after geog .

journey home was _l_ .

ew .

i admire your courage , but eww & reality check much ?

k skip skip skip and forget .

hi monkey im updating :D
out tday wit lovelle , yuanting , huannrong and me .
no wait i cant go out wit myself . okay nevermind .
starbucks cherry mocha rocks <3
pics next time sweets , i know you love me (:
whoever you are .
i am going t put on weight srsly .
F.A.T ):
i n.e.e.d t.o l.o.s.e. w.e.i.g.h.t .
okay bye hahaha

k my mood now is flat . like rly flat like an elephant just sat on it .

when your heart has expired ,
i`ll cover you

im so srry i didnt pick up your 16 calls this morning and talk t you when you needed me .
=/


4th nov :
SLO concert @ esplanade wit adelyne, shanice , charlene , shanice and angeline :D
pics are still somewheresomewhere .

5th nov :
erhhh , i cnt rmb .

6th nov :
STM la .

7th nov :
had some healthy lifestyle thing tday . we won you know hahaha ! :D
then got asked by justin and vernon/ muttons t midnight on 987
justin : eh you team captain right , tell us how you feel about your team . you were like spiderwoman la climb so fast .
me : err....( state of O: and starts leaning away from microphone )
vernon : she got phobia of microphones .
wth la ha .
got owned by maris stella high boys for soccer ( what did you expect , we`re noobs at soccer :x ) and they kickkickkick supi and evelyn .
knn kick until girl also dont have one sorry .
soccer game only ma dont need so kan chiong siol . kick your lj then you know .
had dinner @ tiong wit evelyn and weekai later .
k tht`s all .
NYDS tml , i dont know if i should be like this (: or this ):
whatever okay bye :D

walaoxzxzzxzx im sick AGAIN -.-