Absence diminishes mediocre passions and increases great ones, as the wind extinguishes candles and fans fires.

-Francois de La Rochefoucauld


been doing nothing but study sleep watch teevee use computer lately .
hate it hate it hate it .
but if i fail prelims = DIE .
as in DIE DIE .
geeeeeeeeez rly wna go out and just go WHOOOOO .
& jst saw rly nice stuff on F21 and asos . and im broke ):
IM SO SAD SOMEBODY CHEER ME UPPPPPP .

pissed at phy cos i just found out i dont know a heck lot of things .
pissed at SS cos i do not know how to ans so damn many friggin qns on SBQ or whtvr or how to structure .
pissed cos i spent almost half a day on it and it wasnt v productive .
pissed cos im letting you way into my heart while you`re walking away .
& i dont know if you`ll ever turn back .
pissed cos im thinking wayyyy too much right now .
im going back to study ):

oh sweetheart put the bottle down,
cause you dont wanna miss out


everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay
everything will be okay

so much for getting up my hopes and see them crashing down again .

secrets stolen from deep inside ,
the drum beats out of time .


i just found out my mum`s playing matchmake for her colleague tnight and she`s hoping they`ll get married hahaha !
anw thankyou so much for the get well soon wishes guys luv you lotsz :D :D
did injections while i was in the hospital , i am going to eat 3 full meals per day nevernevernevernever going to skip cos fainting rly sucks and staying in hospital sucks even more .

doctor : this injection is going to be just like an big ant bite so dont worry okay .
C : k , *bites tongue*
doctor : okay one two .. three
C : OOWWW !
doctor : injection hurt that bad ?
C : no , i bit my tongue ..

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i cant go for MJ flash mob , sad ):

but on the bright side i`ll have more time to study for prelims .

alexandra mcqueen leather shoes sooo gorgeous , but they cost a daaamn lot .

prelims next weeeek ,

stress stress stress stress , but nevermind it`ll be over soon ! (:

hi love , missed me ?

im praying what we have aint a lie .

when did we fall apart ,
or did you lie from the start .

when you do things w/o your real feelings attatched ,
it hurts less .
when you lie to yourself , it may just seem real enough to believe .

k random

rly rly have to start studying nowwww ,
bye .

first i need your hand ,
then forever can begin


asos asos asos asos asos asos asos asos ,
should order asos ?
:S
MJ flash mob on 29th aug I HOPE PPL STOP AND WATCH AND NOT BE SO BO CHUP .
wish cld do the same as the tribute in stockholm which had 300 ppl but we`ll prbly get arrested .
& i feel like doing volunteerism work :D .
stupid O monsters .
k gna study now bye .

you said move on , where do i go .


OMGGG I GOT A2 FOR CHINESE HAHAHA !
from C6 all the way till there , its pretty awesome :D .
im pratically dying w/o a phone .

i want to love you ,
pretty young thang :D



some bloody asshole stole my phone tday .
fuck you -'-
but whtvr you can have it im getting a new phone soon anw .
forget the memory card :/
neh , went to report and the office lady had to rub it in and scolded me and said :

its your fault what , you tempt ppl to steal so of cos they steal lah .

i swear i could have slapped her face and said :

so next time i walk into a shop and steal something i like its okay cos its their fault for tempting me to steal .

say till the person who stole stuff is right and those people whose stuff gets stolen is wrong .
illogical shit .
i hope whichever bitch who stole my phone dieeees suffers .

But they told me
A man should be faithful
And walk when not able
And fight till the end
But I'm only human


O LEVELS SUCK .
but whtvr there`s only 2 wks left to prelim and 4 mths left till Os so yea .
oral on monday :/
i have this sudden urge to do charity work , go figure .

this aint a fairytale ,
im not the one you sweep off your feet .


weather and climate has to be the most boringgg thing ever .
& i shld be studying it now instead of playing pet society :/
29 days down to prelim and 10 weeks more to Os .
I OUGHT TO PANIC .
PANIC PANIC PANIC .
im going for stem tml and make it productive :D
on another hand i miss G and Yan and the drama club .
and life`s pretty boring .
and ive no idea who still does read all the crap posts that i put up .
yeap .
bye .

baby dont talk to me ,
cause im trying to let go




me : im sixteen , honest , really , can watch NC16 la .
guy : nope i need your IC .
me : huh no i left it at home .
guy : then sorry i cant let you in .
me : huh.......
guy : srry lei , cos you rly look young .
guy : rly sorry ):
me : nevermind ):



FAIL MAN I TELL YOU HAHAHA .
plusz anyway being young is great :D